SSF Christmas Party 2015

Much as I love a barn party, I dreaded this one. Coach Courtney kindly announces people who have done well over the year. For example, her daughter Reagan winning a National Championship [Barnshine]. I knew she was going to announce my Reserve National Finals [Report]. I knew I was going to have to smile andContinue reading “SSF Christmas Party 2015”

Show Today: Winter Tournament 2015 #1, B&W

I was asked who I wanted to ride at this show. Who do I always want to ride? [Whither Now] Sam, of course. [Sultan’s Miracle Man, HOY Nomination] Con Be brave! Be fierce! There is no growth without challenge. Pull my socks up. Ride all the horses the nice lady is kind enough to offer.Continue reading “Show Today: Winter Tournament 2015 #1, B&W”

Perspective … Or Not

Saddle Seat Wednesday The title was of this post scheduled to be “Perspective, I Has It.” Only, I don’t. It’s been one month since Nationals. I am still uncalm about coming in Reserve National Grand Champion. [Report] Oh sure, I can make all of the right noises. I was fortunate to have the chance toContinue reading “Perspective … Or Not”

Positives 12/1/15

Dr. Margaret [Meet] has asked that I keep a list of positive interactions. Rodney One Dr. Margaret: “Everything you feel is … good information.” [Show Tweets] Me, before riding Rodney: I’m nervous. Me, being level-headed: Okay, so what does that mean? Me, BRR: I hate that I am nervous about riding my own horse. So,Continue reading “Positives 12/1/15”

Why Bother With Nerves?

So I get nervous before my class at a horse show. So what? So I dissolve into a seething cauldron of stomach acid on the mounting block before a lesson. Why does this require calling in a professional [First Appointment]? It is out of proportion. In my saddle seat lessons and show classes, I amContinue reading “Why Bother With Nerves?”

First Appointment

Preliminary results from my first sports psychology appointment last Monday [Appointment Today] with Dr. Margaret [Meet]. We will be meeting once a month with email/phone/text contact inbetween. My stomach acid generators are two-fold, if interrelated. On one hand, I get nervous before lessons and shows with the Saddlebreds. On the other hand, I am aContinue reading “First Appointment”