Show Report: ASHAA Fun Show, Leeds, AL

Results: third & first with Alvin Ailey. The yellow is new. The only other yellow ribbons in my saddleseat collection (so far) are part of the championship ribbons (puff, puff). That makes at least one blue from every saddleseat show except the Horsemanship Challenge (she says, tempting fate….).

Preshow
When I arrived, I found that Adult Academy Walk-Trot had six riders. 6!! I had been getting far too blase from classes with two entries. My second from the previous show may have been last place, but it was still a red.

In the last few lessons with Alvin, I had skipped my standard pre-ride panic attack. So, the nerves on Saturday where straight-up show nerves. I don’t care what it is. If I compete, I want to win. There is a good reason Hubby refuses to play cards with me.

cov NerveI am slowly working my way through Nerve: Poise Under Pressure. Serenity Under Stress, and the Brave New Science of Fear and Cool by Taylor Clark [Little, Brown 2011].

Research on test anxiety … found that reminding students that they’re multitalented, whole people helps reduce their performance worries. [p 176]

I reminded myself that neither first place nor last is a referendum on who I am as a person. It helped. Not completely, but somewhat.

I considered that any placing had advantages. A win would be lovely. A last place would point out areas I needed to work on. Again, partial success.

Finally, during the class before mine, I watched Alvin go with one of the juniors (They won). The thought slipped into my head, Hurry up, I wanna get on & ride. Slowly, I make progress.

First Class
Alvin was his stellar self. I rode fine. I heard “Sit back” from the rail a few times. Situation normal. We came in third. Apparently, I would sit back on command but only briefly. Within a few steps, I would lean forward and get on with whatever mysterious business keeps me so occupied in the show ring. I would have said I rode exactly the same as I did at home. Apparently, no.

Second Class
In between classes, I asked Assistant Instructor for advice. I had no doubt that Head Instructor was correct. I thought hearing the problem phrased differently might help the message sink through my cranium. When I asked her what body part I was moving, she said, “All of them.” Her buzzword was ‘Still’. This is a lifelong challenge for me. Hence the inspirational wall decoration from Wortman Pottery.

still

I was determined to be still. If I was going to get yelled at, it would be for doing too little. I achieved the riding equivalent of sitting zazen while thinking about my breath. Do you have any idea how HARD it is for me to remain quiet even for the duration of a walk-trot class? I was so focused on holding myself neutral relative to the horse that I did not have the brain space left to organize a smile. We won.

Afterwards, folks congratulated me. I agreed with them. No polite demurrals here. I’m proud of that blue. It may be from a little fun show, but I worked my @$$ off for it.

Next step: Achieving repeatability.

Elsewhere at the show
Good news for the helmet evangelists among us. A rider in the five-gaited class wore a helmet.

Categories: Horse Shows, Horses, Sports Psychology

3 replies »

  1. Katherine, I am so proud of you!! I feel so instrumental in getting you back into competing by telling you about Stepping Stones. Emma LOVES it—- be honest with me —— is she as good as they tell us? Call you when I get back from the beach. Tina

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