Awareness of the outside world. Fusion.
Looking at videos of a horse for sale. On paper, horse seems nice. On paper, they all seem nice.
So many variables.
One thing I can say for certain. My psychological paralysis on the subject has not magically disappeared. “The more I do this, the more I wonder how anyone buys a horse ever.” [Status Of The Horse Hunt, Needle Pegged at Overwhelm]
I wonder if one can order decisiveness online.