The full quote:
“Most people who ride at top level will say if they are not feeling butterflies before a big class, something is wrong. They’ve made friends with the energy and are able to use it in a positive way,” says Johnston. “They allow themselves to be passionate about wanting to do well.”
This was one of the mantras that did not work. Resonated beforehand. On the day, no effect at all.
Insomnia aggravated by failure of imagination.
Virtual Brush Box 
Thank you for tweeting.
You must have a lot more emergency cash stashed in your car than I do. 🙂
I live out in the country & need to have enough gas money to get home. As for show expenses, they got paid earlier in a lump sum. Advantages of showing with a trainer.