Awareness of the outside world. What is time even? Listening to Around the World in 80 Days With Michael Palin. It came out 35 years ago. There was a point in my life when 35 years ago was ancient history. Now it is yesterday.
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With the end of Winter Tournament, I find myself examining my equestrian options.
Home Team
Milton and I have drifted so far apart that husband Greg stays home to hold Milton for the blacksmith.
Rodney. Sigh.
Stepping Stone Farm
I promised myself that after Winter Tournament I would stop riding Optimus. He is a busy beginner horse who doesn’t need his schedule clogged by someone who ought to be able to ride other horses.
Had two rides last year on non-Optimus horses. Neither lesson went well. I am so braced for a melt-down that I am riding tight. Horses find this upsetting. [The Lesson That Wasn’t, lesson with Bubba was not as bad, but not brilliant]
Barns change over time, particularly those with a high concentration of kids. Riders grow up, they move off into their adult lives. When I started, there were amazing academy horses. The current crop has more riders in performance, which means their horses are not available for academy.
I miss Sam.
Other Barns, School Horses
No one wants my money. I can kinda see their point. Their programs are full. Why should they make room for me? All they see is an old lady freaking out over cross-rails. They figure, this will be not fun, this will not increase my revenue. They’re wrong about my ability. They can’t see the pieces in the rubble. [Freddie Reintroduces Me To The Concept Of A Course]
Other Barns, Lessons
Those barns with full programs aren’t interested in dealing with the logistics of an off-property AOT. [What I Want From A Hunter Barn At A Show]
Friends Horses
I have had amazing rides on horses owned by friends. Not so much here. [Other People’s Horses]
Tertium Quid
The new horse. More sigh.
Coda
This was gonna be a drama llama post about how my riding career is over. I have no idea where my next ride will come from. See above. Horse shows have receded over the horizon. Whine.
No one wants to hear that. I don’t want to hear that.
Instead, this is me trying to figure out my next step. What I want. What is available. What to do when A not= B.
I think I will be taking March off to ponder. See what happens without riding or horse shows for a month.
Coda Coda
Which leads to the problem of what to blog about. I’ve milked our morning hand-walks for as much as narratively possible. Virtual Tevis does not start until April.
Expect cat pictures and stories from the before times.
Onwards!
Katherine